Reply to comments on previous post,

Ok Firstly, the comments left by 'anonyomous' im taking it as its the same 'anonymous' person to leave both comments, because i refuse to believe there could be more then one bonsai brained judgmentle fool that reads blogs for the sake of leaving comments for the sole purpose of attempting to upset the writer,


Anonymous said...

kit you are not the only one in the world suffering from this get over yourself and get some help
January 28, 2006 3:47 PM

Anonymous said...

you need to stop being the victim and do something about it if you can't live this way and you you don't believe in therapy or medication shut the fuck UP!
January 28, 2006 3:51 PM

ok firstly, i know full well i am not the only person living with ocd, i know full well i am not the only person to feel the serverity of ocd, mine is no more importent or less important then anyone else, i have never declared so, besides the fact this ISNT a compition! Secondly this is MY blog, MY space were i do and WILL continue to write about how I feel at that particulour time, that is what i write here for, i write here for MYSELF not you, 'get over your self'! excuse me i think you need to get over your own self importance before offering advice like that to others,
As for the second comment,
Then what utter crap
Victom!?! i dont see my self as a victom you ignorant fool, i have an ILLNESS! simple, yes i drown in self pity occasionaly, if youd done your research you might realise DEPRESSION runs along side ocd and bdd, you wake up hating the fuck outta yourself everyday yet trying to portrey normality to everyone around you, see how it makes you feel, now if i choose to use a bit of empty web space in which to do that i will, if i saw myself as a victom i woulda given up already,
and as for the meds and Therapy, Reread the blog, when did i once say i didnt BELIEVE in either?!
My reseaerch on therapy Gives nothing but good results, the waiting lists in the uk to get therapy are huge, the waiting lists in the uk for anything simeler are huge,

My deal with medication is my fear of becoming realient on it, that dosnt fix anything it only hides it awhile,

My deal with actualy getting help in the first place is the OCD! ffs, i personaly cannot 'talk' face to face about it, how on earth i would walk into a docters surgery and get help seems an impossible thought to me and i know full well i would have a panick attack before i even got to the surgery, alot of ocds live in avoidence of such tasks because they cause so much head stress, you realy wouldnt undertand that obviously, i want help! i just dont see a way around getting it at the moment!

but as i already said this IS my space, and i will continue to write as i do, if i have a bad day ill write about it, if you see that as 'self pity' or whatever, dont read my blog again, i dont ask you too,