Im writing here now because i just read a comment on one of my posts telling me 'not to hate my ocd but to embrace it' i snapped! i got to mad at that, im sorry i feel i was harsh in my reply to it, but i dont know who left it it was an anonymous msg, i dont know were that persons experiance lyes with ocd, so my reply might well be unfair,
In that though i do stand by what i say, i do HATE ocd, i hate it with every ounce i can musta, it will never be something i embrace, i just 'deal' i deal in whatever way i can each day, if something made your life a misery day in day out, would you embrace it?, hatng the ocd isnt a good thing, but what else am i supposed to do?, i resent that i have it i resent that iv had it so long i resent how it affects me, and what it does to my life.
Im not a hate ful person, hate is a wasted emotion the only person it affects is you, but then atleast its under my controll unlike the ocd.
In that though i do stand by what i say, i do HATE ocd, i hate it with every ounce i can musta, it will never be something i embrace, i just 'deal' i deal in whatever way i can each day, if something made your life a misery day in day out, would you embrace it?, hatng the ocd isnt a good thing, but what else am i supposed to do?, i resent that i have it i resent that iv had it so long i resent how it affects me, and what it does to my life.
Im not a hate ful person, hate is a wasted emotion the only person it affects is you, but then atleast its under my controll unlike the ocd.
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Hi Kit
Hating OCD is ok I reckon as long as we don't hate ourselves. OCD is not us... it's some unwelcome add-on.
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Hi mcreadie, and thankyou also for your comment, and always feel free to ramble on as much as you like!< learning about oter peoples experiances with there ocd, realy helps, im trying to make a decision on medication, its hard because im very much anti medication, i feel that iv lived wwith ocd for so long i dont remeber my mind without it being there, it has gotton worse though and i know it could easliy take over, so im at a point were i need to do something, but if i tried the meds and they didnt work, there wouldnt even be that hope, if you understand me, and on the other hand if i tried the meds and they did work, id know what it was to have a clear head, then id get hooked, and if i ever had to come off the meds, would that not make the ocd even harder to cope with after knowing how it is without, and the whoe even trying to drag my ass into the docs in the first place is feeling impossible!, ah well ill get there someday hopefully,
Kit
Hey KIT i know OCD really really sucks. But because everything in life is that much more difficult, when you achieve something its thousands of times more rewarding. I've been thru hell with it but now that i understand what is going on inside my mind, i have gained control over it and can enjoy myself again
jan
I have OCD, i see a phyciatrist for it and iam on medication, i have lots of obsessions, From hand washing to obsesesive violent and sexual thoughts, it isnt nice, i wish i didnt have it but i do, so i try my best to deal with it. Its important i think whenever you have an obsessive thought to try and take a step back think about what it is you are telling yourself to do, think about it logically, OCD may make you think irationaly but it dosent take away the logical part of your brain, try to make the logical part stronger and it will win. Its like a battle and if you want to win you will, thats what i have found anyway...
i hate ocd as well. my version is mild by most measures and i've been able to become very successful while managing it. But i manifests itself often, and the feeling is brutal. My heart pounds, i'm distracted, and the quality of life gets affected.
I'm hopeful that the new treatments will work. Some of the drugs work 100% for me but the sexual sideaffects are not good - about 70% enjoyable.
I've been off meds for a few years now and have functioned well, accept when an OCD attack hits and then it's brutal for a few days.
hey I totally agree. I can't stand having OCD. I'm stuck with the handwashing right now and I'm back in therapy for the 2nd time. I wish these worries would go away, I want to be like everyone else who doesn't have to worry about this nonsense. I see where you're coming from and good luck with everything. :)
Why is it wrong to hate an affliction? My husband has OCD, and it devastates us sometimes. It has challenged our otherwise beautiful relationship, and I lose him when he gets a flare-up. I do not resent him. When I see his suffering, I resent the disorder, and get angry! How can a person embrace a disorder that interferes with who they are and the life they have? If there is a component of OCD worth embracing, someone please tell me what it is.
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i hate my ocd as well. i can never say anything correctly. i can't live peacefully. get this: one of the "ocd symptoms" i have is the ocd in which everything MUST be straight, and i'll yell and scream and curse and break the doors/furniture whatever if it's not. and you know what else? i have scoliosis. which means my SPINE isn't staight. I'M not straight. it kills me. everyday is torture. because i CAN'T fix it. surgery can stop it. it can't fix it. i hate it, knowing that it's INSIDE me, like a parasite, that it's THERE, that it's my PHYSICAL CORE ESSENCE, my SPINE... it kills me. i've hurt myself and so many people i love because of my ocd.
but you know what? it's just something you have to live with. don't listen to people who don't understand. i hate them. i hate them. i hate them. i hate them. embrace it? i HATE them.
ocd is just something you have to live with. be strong. for the people you love, and you.
something that has also helped me is Christianity. i know it sounds really... weird, but it has. having someone always there for you (God) has really helped me. have faith.
i know it's hard. it's terrible. it's... just excruciatingly painful. but don't worry, there are always people by your side.
♥ you :)
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