Anyone else ever get that feeling that life as an 'ocd'er' would be so much simpler lived alone?.. loving people only makes it harder when they realy dont understand whats going on for you.. only makes it harder to 'deal and get on with yur self' cause there attempts at help only hinder your mind or they just act like they couldnt give a damn.. only makes that feeling twice as hard to deal with because then its llike they have no regards to eveything you ever told them about your issue.. and they carry on regardless of how it effects you on any level..

sometimes i think it would be so much easier to cut ties and go somewere and live alone..

but how could i.. the biggest tie of all to anyone is the Ocd..

so thts an impossability.. as is staying mad with anyone so it festers you know.. i cant stay mad at them cause if something happens while im mad at them its my fault! ofcourse!..
so no.. i just have tobottle it all till i blow up and make a rigt pugs ear of everything!!!

sigh